Private Diaries

Do you ever just feel like letting it all go and use your blog as a private diary?

Sometimes I do.

But I do hold back (like we all do ) since the wonderful internet is open to the whole world.

I sometimes have some emotions that I just wamt to put out there for a reality check.

But then again, I am not your traditional middle age women, so who in the world can relate to my crazy life!!!

I sometimes find myself writing emails to myself.
Just getting the little things in writing out there in a pretty font  and in the raw.
I write the things that you would write in a private diary.

The one thing that I have come to realize is that:

• Age brings on courage.
• Age also brings on a feeling that "who gives a hoot"/
• Age also makes you realize that there is an endpoint and if you dont grab life now, it may just pass you by..

My private diaries also dissect my decisions.
I weigh my thoughts, my actions.
Am I alone in this thinking..

Perhaps..
But then again, it is just so comforting to know.. I that I can put some things out there..
and know that its OK.
Even if there are only echos.. it still a voice ...

love and hugs

be well.