I have very little down time these days
That's a good thing because it takes my mind off of things. AND
It's a bad thing because my mind does not fully vet or face the harsh realities and decisions I need to make.
Avoidance is a much easier path in life.
I have a great opportunity right now to pick up and move.
I dread not the relaxation but the physical challenge of the move.
In reality there is not much holding me back in life.
Relationships come and go.
Family, well that's a post for another time ( not today)
I certainly do not feel compelled to stay here and I have great opportunities that have been presented in front of me.
I have neighbors watching for when the "for sale" sign will go up, yet I do not know that I am ready yet. I day dream about the need to get a large dumpster or have a fire sale of my current possessions.
Its all materialistic at this point. Who really cares, you can't take any of this "stuff" with you when you die.
I have no legacies to leave behind, no grand children to bestow upon , so the reality is there is nothing holding me back from moving forward.
The only real issue I have is that I would rather be moving south than north.
I despise cold weather. But if I can convince myself this is a short term inconvience I will be ok.
So here I sit in decision mode. Move stay or punt.
It weighs heavily on my mind.
But this too shall pass.
Be well
