Life. Always throwing you surprises

I have very little down time these days

That's a good thing because it takes my mind off of things. AND

It's a bad thing because my mind does not fully vet or face the harsh realities and decisions I need to make.

Avoidance is a much easier path in life.

I have a great opportunity right now to pick up and move.

I dread not the relaxation but the physical challenge of the move.

In reality there is not much holding me back in life.

Relationships come and go.

Family, well that's a post for another time ( not today)

I certainly do not feel compelled to stay here and I have great opportunities that have been presented in front of me.

I have neighbors watching for when the "for sale" sign will go up, yet I do not know that I am ready yet. I day dream about the need to get a large dumpster or have a fire sale of my current possessions.

Its all materialistic at this point.  Who really cares, you can't take any of this "stuff" with you when you die.

I have no legacies to leave behind, no grand children to bestow upon , so the reality is there is nothing holding me back from moving forward.

The only real issue I have is that I would rather be moving south than north.

I despise cold weather. But if I can convince myself this is a short term inconvience I will be ok.

So here I sit in decision mode.  Move stay or punt.

It weighs heavily on my mind.

But this too shall pass.

Be well