Starting Over

I have decided to close out and take down my blog on My Body, My Band, My Rant.
I need to do this.. for many reasons, but mainly because I need to start a new life for myself.

Wednesday will be 9 months since Mark died.
There are no words to describe the absolute trauma my life has experienced in the last 6 years.
Always knowing that some day, one day he would die.
And now he is dead.
And now I am left to live.

I can tell you that I have  had very dark feelings in the months post Mark's death
Discussions about whether or not I wanted to live and move on with life.
Why would I..
Why should I

But I am past those dark days.
I have met someone who makes me smile.
My children have not accepted this.. although I hope they realize that I need to move on.

So, with my new start in life.. I have decided to call my blog : The Next 30 Years..

Yes, I will still write about the band, and rant a bit.. but my topics will be a little more diverse.

I hope you all follow me again..
I plan to be as frank and honest about life topics as I can..

Hugs to you all.
Be well
Barbara